Post by TFP on Nov 8, 2008 22:05:43 GMT -4
Sitting on ledge outside of the stadium in San Diego, Davidson just taps his fingers rapidly on the conrete slab he's rested on. Shaking his head, a cigarette dangles from his mouth as the toxic second-hand smoke rises up on over his face and into the air, care-free, but able to kill anything that's living. He sighs, pulling the cigarette from his mouth, exhaling a breath of smoke that clouds and separates in mere seconds. Butting it out, he flicks it off to his side and spits a trail of saliva along with it.
Davidson: "I did what I wanted to since I first met Ramirez and that was beat the living crap out of him on Conflict. Despite it being a backstage brawl rather than an in-ring competition, I still achieved my goal in bringing him down and making him feel the pain I wanted him to know I felt on a regularly and daily basis here in Fans Wrestling Alliance. I wanted him to know the sacrifices I made to become the three-time champion he was once under this roof. Whether or not he understood what I was trying to tell him, I'll never know. But it doesn't pain me in the slightest, all I know is that he couldn't go on and ever set foot in an FWA ring again for some unknown reason only aware to him. If anything, I applaud and thank him for giving me that one opportunity to face a challenge that I've never fought before. Albeit, an eccentric superstar, but nonetheless, one that I can still look up to for years to come with the knowledge that I never was able to beat him in what could have been the biggest battle of my career. It doesn't anger me that I wasn't the one to beat him, it just frustrates me that I'll never know what will come out of that singles bout that me and him were so close to having - I honestly, truely, could have been the one. You don't know how driven I was to win the Reckless championship, you don't know how driven I was to knocking him down face-first in the dirt, you don't know how driven I was to reign supreme in this company. Is there anybody to blame? Of course there is, and as selfish as it sounds, it wasn't me. It was his fault for not sticking around for our match, it was his fault - period."
He doesn't care what anybody says, he knows he's innocent when it came to Ramirez's final and sudden decision. He was shocked to hear the news when Ramirez decided to hang the boots up, he never saw it coming. When he looked at Ramirez from his point of view, he thought the guy was on top of the world. He believed he had more to accomplish, more to do - a lot more to do. But he was so wrong because deep down inside of him - he was burnt out or sick and tired of the same old trend he had been following for so long.
Davidson: "Moving on to something else, but still slightly on the subject of Ramirez - the Reckless title. Who would've guessed it? When the title vacates, and I'm just weeks away from winning it, I have to prepare myself against a new slew of superstars to become the champion. It could be anybody, from anywhere, but it will only matter here in Fans Wrestling Alliance. So what's my motivation here? Start over and study some guys I've never wrestled, review those that I have gone up against, and hope for a fourth reign? That's all that I really can hope for.I don't know Redding's plans for the championship, but I hope it doesn't go back to the headquarters and stay out of active competition for another year or longer. I've waited too long, damnit. Way too long. Come Hell or high water, I'll resort to anything to win that title again and if there's something in the way - you can bet that I'll move it to the side with a forceful push with so much impact behind it, eyes will widen and mouths shall gape. Alex might think of something to benefit that division and this company by allowing me to take over Ramirez's reign this week on Conflict, or he'll stick to his punishment and keep me banned from Conflict eighty-eight. If he does - WOW! - that would be utterly ridiculous and he would only be hurting this federation in ratings, something we've been lacking in for the past month. Wherever Ramirez is, I bet he's laughing at the annoyance I'm going through right now. Not only am I annoyed, but I'm sure several others are as well. I'm annoyed because I'm the sole superstar punished for this week's Conflict. I'm positive that Deus is annoyed because Ramirez left him in the dust, axing their possible tag team title shot - but Deus will manage, he always did."
True, because for a long time Davidson had remembered Deus being that singles wrestler who was able to fight anybody and anything by himself. Deus dealt with the likes of Davidson and his buddies, M00P, for a long time last year. It was enough to drive him crazy by himself, but he did it - he managed to do it all on his own and not too much does a guy succeed by himself against three athletes, two of which that are morons and one of them a superb athlete.
Davidson: "Even though Ramirez has moved on, he unfortunately lost his sac in the process, but that's all fine and dandy - it doesn't change my motivation any, just my thoughts and opinions on the guy. The Reckless championship is still the focal point of my career right now and he should be proud that his leave didn't affect that any less - it just affected it more. I'm intent on replacing the damage he caused. Fuck, you weren't reckless enough, boy! Your last week here, you showed some guff of what most of us who held that title did, but then you left - just when you were careless like you were supposed to be. Leaving, that wasn't reckless... shame, shame. Don't worry, 'cause I'm correcting that mistake you made. So sleep tight tonight, Rez, I'll be laying until the sun rises - eyes burning out of my head, knowing that the one opportunity I had to slay you is now gone. Still can't believe it."
Fade.
Davidson: "I did what I wanted to since I first met Ramirez and that was beat the living crap out of him on Conflict. Despite it being a backstage brawl rather than an in-ring competition, I still achieved my goal in bringing him down and making him feel the pain I wanted him to know I felt on a regularly and daily basis here in Fans Wrestling Alliance. I wanted him to know the sacrifices I made to become the three-time champion he was once under this roof. Whether or not he understood what I was trying to tell him, I'll never know. But it doesn't pain me in the slightest, all I know is that he couldn't go on and ever set foot in an FWA ring again for some unknown reason only aware to him. If anything, I applaud and thank him for giving me that one opportunity to face a challenge that I've never fought before. Albeit, an eccentric superstar, but nonetheless, one that I can still look up to for years to come with the knowledge that I never was able to beat him in what could have been the biggest battle of my career. It doesn't anger me that I wasn't the one to beat him, it just frustrates me that I'll never know what will come out of that singles bout that me and him were so close to having - I honestly, truely, could have been the one. You don't know how driven I was to win the Reckless championship, you don't know how driven I was to knocking him down face-first in the dirt, you don't know how driven I was to reign supreme in this company. Is there anybody to blame? Of course there is, and as selfish as it sounds, it wasn't me. It was his fault for not sticking around for our match, it was his fault - period."
He doesn't care what anybody says, he knows he's innocent when it came to Ramirez's final and sudden decision. He was shocked to hear the news when Ramirez decided to hang the boots up, he never saw it coming. When he looked at Ramirez from his point of view, he thought the guy was on top of the world. He believed he had more to accomplish, more to do - a lot more to do. But he was so wrong because deep down inside of him - he was burnt out or sick and tired of the same old trend he had been following for so long.
Davidson: "Moving on to something else, but still slightly on the subject of Ramirez - the Reckless title. Who would've guessed it? When the title vacates, and I'm just weeks away from winning it, I have to prepare myself against a new slew of superstars to become the champion. It could be anybody, from anywhere, but it will only matter here in Fans Wrestling Alliance. So what's my motivation here? Start over and study some guys I've never wrestled, review those that I have gone up against, and hope for a fourth reign? That's all that I really can hope for.I don't know Redding's plans for the championship, but I hope it doesn't go back to the headquarters and stay out of active competition for another year or longer. I've waited too long, damnit. Way too long. Come Hell or high water, I'll resort to anything to win that title again and if there's something in the way - you can bet that I'll move it to the side with a forceful push with so much impact behind it, eyes will widen and mouths shall gape. Alex might think of something to benefit that division and this company by allowing me to take over Ramirez's reign this week on Conflict, or he'll stick to his punishment and keep me banned from Conflict eighty-eight. If he does - WOW! - that would be utterly ridiculous and he would only be hurting this federation in ratings, something we've been lacking in for the past month. Wherever Ramirez is, I bet he's laughing at the annoyance I'm going through right now. Not only am I annoyed, but I'm sure several others are as well. I'm annoyed because I'm the sole superstar punished for this week's Conflict. I'm positive that Deus is annoyed because Ramirez left him in the dust, axing their possible tag team title shot - but Deus will manage, he always did."
True, because for a long time Davidson had remembered Deus being that singles wrestler who was able to fight anybody and anything by himself. Deus dealt with the likes of Davidson and his buddies, M00P, for a long time last year. It was enough to drive him crazy by himself, but he did it - he managed to do it all on his own and not too much does a guy succeed by himself against three athletes, two of which that are morons and one of them a superb athlete.
Davidson: "Even though Ramirez has moved on, he unfortunately lost his sac in the process, but that's all fine and dandy - it doesn't change my motivation any, just my thoughts and opinions on the guy. The Reckless championship is still the focal point of my career right now and he should be proud that his leave didn't affect that any less - it just affected it more. I'm intent on replacing the damage he caused. Fuck, you weren't reckless enough, boy! Your last week here, you showed some guff of what most of us who held that title did, but then you left - just when you were careless like you were supposed to be. Leaving, that wasn't reckless... shame, shame. Don't worry, 'cause I'm correcting that mistake you made. So sleep tight tonight, Rez, I'll be laying until the sun rises - eyes burning out of my head, knowing that the one opportunity I had to slay you is now gone. Still can't believe it."
Fade.